xoxo,
hazlyn:)

haha. this is random, but i copped this long lost photo from jeanetter. WHEES.photo was taken on mr kohs wedding. HAHA. finally like after so many years, the pic is in my hands. the whole of 4/8 is in the photo. gosh i miss those times. and i miss mr kohs. HAWS. and WAHAHHAHA, im standing next to miss kang and we're BOTH WEARING WHITE:) ITS A WRONG SPOT PLS. haiya.long story.only 4/8 will know the full scandal.oh wells.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

POST OF TWO DAYS
alright.so as mentioned, i went back to JB to celebrate IDULFITRI or commonly known as hari raya HAJI. well, the only reason whyee we go there is because grans' there. so had a MAJOR family gathering, with the exclusion of HAHA HAZ and OM(uncle). what a waste. im sure it would have been hell MORE fun with HAHA HAZ around. sheesh*

AUNT COOKED HER SPECIALTY*there was laksa, and briyani accompanied with other dishes.ate a little and laterr on, we started our camwhore session.sounds boring la. BUT thats what we ALWAYS do during fam gathering. HAHS. by the way, nin and i were trying so HARD to find our inner collarbones. check them out in the pics:)

DONE.

alright.so after the hari raya, went out on a shopping spree on the saturday.mum wated to enjoy the sales of xmas and apparently get herself into the festive mood.beefs*

so before heading down to orchard, we bought school stuff and settled everyting.so off we went to buy my sch uniform, and then headed to queens to get shoes. OKAY. this is the sad part. i was looking forward to buying this addidas limted ed. pink calf skin shoes for sch, and IT WAS SOLD OUT by the time i went there. the best part was they told me that they're not bringing in stocks anymore. my heart sank i tell you. i left the shop feeling all sad and glummy cause i WONT have a nice shoe to wear to sch. mum kept bugging me to buy another design since they dont have the one that i wanted. i mean, even though its another addidas or nike shoe, BUYING another which i dont want is like betraying my love for tt limited ed. shoe.BOO.

so off we went looking around for sis's shoe and other nicer ones which may appeal to me. as we walked, passed by litmus. decided to go in for awhile to have a look at their dresses.looked around and was attracted to their footwear.the best thing about litmus is they cater things in small quantities.so its like you'll be the few that has their products. okay, back to footwear.so scanning my eyes through their collection, i FINALLY saw something that appealed to me very very much. smth so simple yet pretty.its a white shoe with pink laces. and the design of the shoe is like so lacoste. so tell me HOW CAN I RESIST SUCH prettiness.tried on the shoe. got the correct size for me and viola!bought it in no time.the shoe was actually priced at $49.95. but since they were having some sale, i only paid $42.90 for it. was a pretty good buy la. HAHA:)

in total, sis bought three pairs of shoes. including her sports shoe la. WTH.i bought two.one was the litmus shoe, the other was a B.U.M equip shoe.but its not as pretty as the litmus shoe. hehs. anyway, took off and headed to town. mum went berserk at town. HAHA. not because of the sales, but because of the MASSIVE human and traffic jam.wah i tell you. must have a lot of patience la. chickenbanana*

parked the car, went to paragon.mum bought her things la. her clothes, shoes and accesories.i tried on a few, wanted to get this super nice hot pants from MONSOON. but sadly,they did not have my size:( so after spending quite a bit at metro, went to marks and spencer to continue with shopping. OKAY. ANOTHER SAD PART. at marks, i was again at the footwear.and i saw this really really really nice flats! SUPER nice to the max.and it was just perfect on my feet. i was so happy that i found something so heavenly.asked mum if i could buy it, and she said yes. SO I BECAME HAPPIER. so i held on to it while i continued shopping.saw this pair of jeans. OMGAWD. its the sex bomb i tell you.took it, tried it and I WANTED IT BADLY. but because it was priced at like $120 for a pair, i had to really convince mum why she should buy it for me.sheesh*

okay, so happy kid i was, i decided not to look around anymore.was pretty contented with what ive chosen.so comes to the paying time! OH GOSH.THIS IS THE SAD PART. before i start paying, i have this habit to double check what ive got. check the size again, the quality and blah blah. so while checking the heavenly undescribable shoe, i saw this CAUTION SIGN.it reads, CAUTION: THIS SHOE IS LINED WITH PIG'S SKIN.i was like HUH?!!!!i cried i tell you. so badly. i wanted it badly. but how to wear. PIGS not HALAL. AHHHHH! no choice, put it back. so went to the counter to pay for the jeans, BUT OHMYGAWD again. the counter que was EXTREMELY long to the max. it nearly got out of marks. was pretty fed up, and ended up not buying it. cries again.so mum was like, nvm. we'll go to centrepoint robinsons marks.

had lunch first at our fav indo restaurant.then headed to centrepoint. mum bought her undergarments, and clothes again. i was to PHOBIC of looking for nice clothes to try on. so just tailed with mum.spent about like 2hrs plus over at robinsons.so aft paying, it was my turn to get my jeans from marks. BUT again the mall was so packed. VERY VERY VERY crowded to the max. and giordano and levi's was having sale, everyone was like hogged up tog. SUCKS BIG TIME.dint have the space to walk to marks so, feeling all emo and fed up, went off home. i know mum felt quite sorry for me. so she said, i'll get you that jeans on the weekend xmas is over.so that isnt very bad lah. by the way, i DID not mention that my brown DKNY watch is nowhere insight anymore.cries.so on the day i buy my jeans, ill look arnd for a ne watch too. and this time, EVEN IF THINGS AND PEOLE GET IRRITATING, im still BUYING THEM.

xoxo,

hazlyn:)

CONGRATS to hazi baby for doing pretty well for n levels! WOOHOOS! keep up the good job babeh. we're happy for you. so work harder now, and strive for the best for your O's. anyways, amelia bay mei ling callled me yesterday. and YES, i got another excited call from another fellow n level candidate. well, CONGRATS again to AMELIA BAY! looks like your hard work has paid off, and im extrememly proud of you sexaey! we'll meet up soon for lunch yea. besides, my SCHOOL is SO in your vicinity. well, work hard for the last year in st margs. ill come visit you very soon. MUG HARD love. THEN later, after everything,dont forget to play hard!

okay. so tom is HARI RAYA again! woohoos! is this awesome or just FANTABULOUS. cant wait for family gathering once more. this is going to be real fun. so heading down to jb tom morning to go visit gran's. oh boy, a wonderful afternoon to look forward to, but im sure ill miss someone.well,at least im not staying over. SO THATS THE GOOD PART. and the next day, which is the friday, were going to have a cousin outing. OH YEAH! cant wait yawww. our CLARKE QUAY ESCAPADES girls:)

well, this week was the best. LOADS of time devoted and given to my one and only BCBG. i had a wonderful time with ya too. the chats and fun we had, ill never forget la. AND PLS! DONT LAUGH EVEN BEFORE I TICKLE YOU. boo BCBG. im glad i know that u feel comfortable with me, and im glad i know that you know you can always count on me in times of need. dont ever mention what i have done. cause its nothing compared to yours. im just very grateful that i know you and that im really glad and sure that ure the BEST PERSON to walk this phase of my life with. i love you girlfriend!

ps: AND PLS stop asking me to give them chances larhs. matters of the HEART cannot be EXPLAINED.

i ♥♥♥ you:)

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

the fun never ends. for the past two days, ive been heading down to paragon to get some CIP done for the kids in cambodia. we sold bears, photographs and we sculpted BALLOONS. OMG! i freaking hate and am very very TERRIFIED of ballons. but because i had to do it for the kids in cambodia, i tried to conquer that balloon bursting fear.standing there for a few long hours, and trying to get people to donate was HELL tiring. and it seems like it was the kids who had a bigger and warmer heart during this christmas season.

to all those who donated, THANK YOU. its beacause of your small donation that the kids in cambodia will be able to celebrate xmas. AND to those who dint, who only cared about rushing off for your gucci and burberry's sale, JUST FUCK OFF.

OKAY, SO ON TO HAPPIER THINGS, HAWHAWS. BCBG came on my first day of CIP. he donated la, OF COURSE and he got some spastic bear. haha. ITS FOR CHARITY KAYS. so love, loved and will love the bear ya!went for dinner at coffebean during break. bought me what we'll always eat and it was SUPER SUPER filling. i nearly died trying to finish the whole plate of pasta.but i had my fav drink.that orange orange thingy.wads it called ah love? sunrise isit?dinner break was only 45 mins.so had to rush for it. was kinda sad tt time spent with bestie was for a short while only. BOO.but oh wells. ill still get to meet bestie after my shift. he wanted to wait for about another hour.so sweet of him. LOVE YA LOADS BABES.

okay, so here's the surprisng part. after my shift ended, met bestie at coffeebean again. and it seemed like he went shopping. he then gave me this SUPER nice keychain and the hanging star which i had showed to him during the earlier part of the day:)and so, being hazlyn, i was happy la. thank bestie for it and COULDN stop smiling. i also passed him some candies and a princess balloon i had bought.okay, so left CB and walked down to PS.walk walk walk, then took train to raffles. cause mum wanted to go jb. so went to raffles to meet her. BUT before we went to meet mum, sat at the spore river and talked for awhile. babes, i LOVE the night talk la. so fun! we'll do it again kays. HUGGIES.

oh, by the way, i FORGOT to mention that there was part two of the surprise. bestie, bought smth HUGE from toysr'us. so i thought he went x'mas shopping and bought his friend smth. BUT instead, the PRESSIE was for me! YA HAAS! i was so touched and happy that i started crying in front of bcbg. OH GAWD! how embarassing. it was this super cute elmo. im just hoping i wont lose this elmo or bestie will KILL me!

by the way, elmo is RED! haha.

so after a short chat and mini drama performed by me, the crying scene, off i went to stand chart and bestie went home. and BECAUSE i was like SUPER tired, i dint want to follow mum go jb.so they sent me home. bathed,had mac delivery and then as always, BESTIE BCBG CALL! baby, i LOVE YOU! THANKS FOR THAT WONDERFUL DAY. by the way, i met bestie the day before as well and we sure HAD SO MUCH FUN! :) xoxo,
hazlyn:)

we're finally marching into december. the last month of this wierd, funny, scary, depressing, disappointing and memorable year. its really hideous to realize how fast time flies. all i remember was how i got a surprising call from a long lost friend last x'mas.and now, we're going to 'celebrate' our 1 year of good friendship.

the troubles, darkenss,happiness, stories, we've shared it all. and we did everything in just a year. a year of true and patient friendship.we manage to built 6months.6 months of only what you, i and god would know. and because of that, i cannot thank god in anyway. to have let him brought you here to me. to have made me found a special you. to stand deep in my heart and now a really really special someone to me. we've both had a long journey. and a longer journey in the years to come. guess, well never know what the future holds till we reach the future. all im saying is im ready and set to take this journey with you. to go on this long, but hopefully fun,enduring and memorable journey of a lifetime. dear, i hope you'll come walk with me. cause your hand ill hold.your troubles ill throw.

the keychain, the giraffe knickers, the long nights of company,
darling, its definitely more than that.
the constant encouragement,
for always being there,
for being the best i can count on,
for being everything you can be.

boy, im grateful for that beacause its these little actions that brought us closer together.
you've always said you're never a sweet thing. never making those cliche moves any other guy would have done. but no matter wad, youre still the sweetest in my eyes. and for saying those words, i hate you.

each and everday, our friendship and most importantly, my love for you grows. it'll continue to grow and grow and grow until we've reached the the visions we've had and always wanted to share.to have our friendship and special relationship embraced everyday, every year.

to me, this one year spent with him was the best.
he was my bestfriend, he was someone i held dearly to my heart.
really kind and understanding, but most importantly with a graceful yet vulnerable heart.
"till the near future, when we're both serving strongly,and secured in our own faiths.
i hope it is HIS will, we'd come together again."

i love you. in the many kinds of ways ive told you:)



xoxo,
hazlyn:)
HEARTS HIM.