i dont have any idea how the title of this post is related to my post. oh wells. anyway, CHECK OUT THIS VIDEO OF PRIMA.J.

5 days in pulau has definitely taught me some life learning lessons, and NEVER will i regret making that little step onto the boat which took me to OBS school. I tried many things, conquered some fears and gained experiences. never have i thought i could make it and that there is a much stronger person deep within me.

such memories are hard to relate them in words. it's best that each and every one of us try to experience it ourselves.well, just know that im back safe and i hope to be a different person after all that i have gained form the past 5 days.

a little insight on what i did:
On day 4, woke up EXTRA early. had to prepare ourselves for the sea expedition which we were tasked to carry out. 8 hours of kayaking, PLUS i am not a very good swimmer. kayaked 18km under the hot piercing sun with very little food and strong currents which could drift us to shores. HAALAMAK! dying was all that came to my mind. but with great perseverance and a happy happy funny partner who was ever so optimistic, the sea journey went well.saw crabs and baby tortises! WEEHEES!i tell you, after i have got over my kayak and sea sickness, ill do that once more! and this time, i WANT to kayak to BATAM!!

the sad thing was i couldn capture any of these fun moments on camera. BE it the land activities or the ones in sea. NO one brought cameras and as such these memories will only remain in our hearts and mind. sorry to you guys who have looked forward for some pictures.

cliche it maybe, but this trip and journey wouldnt have been possible without the support of my parents,friends, watchmates and my super hot and nice instructor:)

AND not forgetting HIM:), who constantly gave me the strength and encouragement on how optimistic i should be on this trip. 5 days apart from you was hell love. But you were certainly right. experience i would gain would be worthwhile.thanks for the wonderful taggs you wrote. sadly, its too many for me to reply on the tag board, so i shall just reply it here.realy wished you were there to watch me conquer those fears and see my happy face after the achievements ive made.it certainly would have been great to have you see me grow within that 5 days.darling, thank you for all that youve done. the prayers that you did for me, i thank you for them.i love you.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

whees! im finally back from my 5 day trip to pulau ubin. YA-HAAAASS!it was hella fun. alright. so now, i have a long long post to update on my BEFORE-IT-DIES blog.


so before i went for OBS, part of s12 came over to have some mini gathering at my humble hideout.had dinner, catched up and we did some playing:)the gathering was meant to send me, wiwi and sheila off to our respective holiday trips.and YAY! it was successful. went all over jurong to find for the sparklets and viola! we started lighting them up and playing it in no time:)


PICTURES!!

xoxo,

hazlyn:)

HEY GUYS!

i will be going for a 5-day OBS trip at pulau ubin. guess ill do further posting when i come back!
s12, im sorry i couldn join in the class chalet because of this camp! TOLD you guys ald wad! but still insist on booking during this date.

nurul and lavi love, have fun in INDIA! really wish i could have gone and accompany you guys there. it would be so much FUN! well, i any case have fun. AND DO NOT EAT AT THE FOODSTALLS ALONG THE ROAD! im sure u know the consequences. take care!

wiwi, have fun at negeri sembilan today!i mean for the next three days as well. DO bring home nice things for us k!! im gonna miss you. take care too ya:) and watch the pickpokets and what nots. HIGH CRIME RATE IN MALAYSIA!

and lastly, to my dearest dearest most loved HIM:), darling, take care ya! ill be back real soon. im going to miss you so much. BUT i will listen to you and try my best to do all the activities. have fun here with all the technology! i love you.have fun and learn well in school too ya! enjoy your 'first' work attachment today baby! LOVE YA! ill call you as soon as i reach the jetty on the friday. HUGGIES!

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

i dont know what's running through my mind for these past hours. all im saying is i cant seem to think right. whats done cannot be undone and im really really again HOPING for the best. i wouldnt say its a mistake for what has happened. i just want things to turn out okay and take this as a learning experience. im so worried. im so scared. OH SOMEONE, HELP ME!

after handing some things to the school, went to meet mum and sis at raffles. had lunch at figs &olive and they never fail to provide me with a hearty and yummy meal. i had what i always have, some oglio thingy. sheesh* something to do with fish la. sis had some bbq chicken which was what mum ordered as well. and so after the meal, mum went back to the office to get some work done before dad comes and fetch her later. sis and i went to town to do some walking around and prolly some small shopping.

By the way, someone really special bought me these giraffe underwear from topshop. so cute and pretty. and that someone, if you are reading it, THANKS LOADS. i love it just like how much i love you. and i BET you, this will be my all time fav underwear! :)


First stop was topshop, AND sis bought some SUPER small bag from topshop. OMG, i really cannot imagine how is she going to squeeze everything in when she uses it. OKAY OKAY, its not very small. i mean it can fit your wallet, phone and maybe a lipgloss and a travel size parfume. im SORRY i over exxageated bout it being very small. i MEAN, IM SUCH A BIG BAG PERSON. I LOVE BIG THINGS! even if i just have to bring a pen, my bag would be 10 times bigger than the stupid pen. oh wells. each his own i guess.

i bought the gold hoops i wanted from top as well. BUT the hoops which i bought wasnt exactly what i wanted. i wanted the SUPER big ones. but the person told me it was sold out. so i got the big-medium sized ones. well, at least it looks exactly like the ones i wanted. ONLY it is a little smaller.so from top, went all the way down to forever 21. sis bought a printed shirt and i bought a RED tank. YAY its red. got my pink slippers as well for my use at OBS:)
walked to cine, sat at esteller and WAITED for my sister's friends to come. walked around, and HAWHAW met jesslyn there. she's so cute. started hugging and then she interrogated me. well you see, i was suppose to go for tennis yest. but i PONNED it. just dint have the mood to play. so i told her why and stuff la. she left for a movie after that small chat.

was so SICK and TIRED of walking, dint want to take the train back, sis and i headed back to stand chartered.waited for mum at the waiting area. FINALLY after like waiting forvever, she came down and off we went.

simple words i cant use, difficult words i cant speak just wierd expressions thats coming out from me.the stares that we've had. the silence that we've shared, is all part of this journey we went through. ive never really imagine to be able to form such strong bonds with you guys. just 8 months. thats all we needed, and we overcame it all. you guys were like my family. my family in times of need and for the happy times that i've lived. despite our many differences, we managed to get along. in fact we did it so well!

i dont know how to express this feeling. this special feeling im going through. to want to let you know that you guys are so special to me. we may not have agreed with each other MANY TIMES. but i realized its through this disagreement that makes us so complete. evrynight ill pray to god. to bless you guys who have changed my life. but seems like no matter how much i pray one has to go away.

its US together that makes us noticed and i CANNOT IMAGINE having one or two or even three less. well, i try NOT to ever believe that all good things has to come to an end. BUT this 'theory' has never proved me right. 8 months of friendship can turn to 8 years of life without each other.and i sincerely think this SUCKS! i just want you guys to know that youve picture perfected my life somehow or the other and im SERIOUSLY thankful for that. the dreams that we've shared and the wishes that we've had will certainly be that marking point for me and hopefully for you guys too, to always remember that in some point of our life,we've shared this wonderful thing called FRIENDSHIP. i HOPE things will get better for each one of us and i know, HAHA we'll never forget this journey. OMG!YOU GUYS CAN MAKE ME BECOME LESBIAN! HAWHAW. kidding.LOVE YAS!

To: nurul, wiwi, manjeeta and lavi. thanks for everything. I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX!

ANYWAY, this post is also specially dedicated to HIM:) and my beloved uncle. i wanna wish you guys a very HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!I KNOW I STILL OWE YOU YOUR PRESENTS:)give me time ya? and HIM, i love you so much! enjoy this day ya. this special day of yours.

xoxo,

hazlyn:)

HAPPY BELATED DEEPAVALI TO ALL MY INDIAN FRIENDS!!
DEPA-RAYA was the BLAST! had our PJC hari raya outing on the day of deepavali, and BOY we sure had fun. supposed to meet at 930 at jurong east intch. BUT DUE TO SOME VAINPOT CIRCUMSTANCES, we finally gathered at 1030. to wiwi and ram ram, we are truly sorry to have kept you guys waiting for nearly an hour. SORRY! dont blames us k. it was deepa-raya, so MUST FORGIVE AND FORGET:)


so off we went to th first house which was sheila's. OMG! we took an LRT ride which i swear took forever. i totally have to agree that the LRT is such a waste of the govt's money and resources. IT can BARELY fit 1/4 of what AN MRT CABIN CAN. and and, the ride was super super slow! i could have like given birth to ten cute kids and still not reach. well anyway, met huda and gang at sheila's and her mum was sooo nice to have cooked for us noodles! BEEHOON!! yay! my fav:)

after sheila's, we all decided to go ram ram house. HAWHAW. ram house was da BOMB. her mum bought these really yummy cornflakes cookies and i ATE THEM ALL! yes. HAZLYN is a pig. i ate ALL of it. damn nice la. thats it! its either i go buy the cookies or i BEG my mum to make them:) so as usual those makcik-lings started to complain tt i FINISHED the whole bottle of cookies. HAHA. and they kept repeating SO THAT I WILL GET SCOLDED OR SOMETHING LA.WHATEVER PLEASE! the next house we hoped to was hafiz. okay, just to inform you,every house we went to cooked noodles. so i shant repeat the menu of the day. okay, back to hafiz's, watched step-up, ate a whole PACKET of toblerone chocs, which would have CLEARLY meant that the training i went before the deepa-raya outing was totally of waste!CRIES. yet again i was sabotaged there. the makcik-lings ate MOST of the chocs, but they made me throw the wrappers and started accusing me of wanting to finish everything up. HAALAAMAK. problem i tell you. so did what we needed at hafiz's and off we went to Syazz's.


WAH. i tell you, we were all super scared to go to syazz's. he texted us and told us to come earlier. so we thought he wanted us AWAY. so instead of heading to saf's house first, we changed the plan and hogged syazz's. reached there, said a MILLION sorrys. BEGGED for his forgiveness and we had a BLAST!! HAWHAW.syazz's house was fun la.super fun.i dont know why, BUT just fun. and and for the first time in hari raya record history, a friend's mother gave us $10 each! we were like WOW!! so KIND! :)so conclusion, DEFINITELY GOING TO SYAZZ'S AGAIN NEXT YEAR. haha. kidding la.


okay. so syazzy's house was like the midpoint for me, wiwi and nurul.received a call from lavi asking if we were going o her house. initially we said we couldn make it. BUT after finding out that the whole class dint go, except for keane, the three of us decided to scoff off and make our way there. AND so we ditched hanessa's as well as saf's house. darlings, we are really sorry. we really felt bad for lavi and her parents. i mean they ordered so much food and in the end NOT EVEN HALF THE CLASS APPEARED. gosh.really pity lavi's parents, who spent like SO much on the food.and SOME even promised that they will turn up, but just dissapoint everyone.


cabbed to lavie's so that we would make it on time. spent a few hours there and off we went. OH OH. lavi's parents ordered indian food! WOOHOOS! haha. the only house that did not serve noodles. so the three of us went home. the journey home was just crazy la! from blisterd feet, to long lost and ulu bus ride to indians and finally a drunk woman vommitting right before me. HAHA. i swear it she had vomitted on my 'kain' i would have kicked her, and knock her off with my heels. oh whatever la.

ALL IN ONE.this post shall be a long post BECAUSE i am going to blog about the past day happenings as well as todays.:)okay so yesterday, our group met up for the LAST time for PW. the MAJOR oral presentation was today and so we NEEDED time for extra paractice. went to vivian's and practiced OP there. HAWHAW. i swear yesterday was the most fun time we guys had during OP. THE BEST PART was when everyone FORGOT what they had to say. AND "SPECIAL" credits to chuan yuan and saffiah. HAHA. both of them were so nervous and cute. practised a couple of rounds, and afterwhich, we started camwhoring. BUT BEFORE THAT, i SPECIALLY have to mention that i managed to keep within my 5 min talk time FOR THE FIRST time during yest prac session! what a great improvement LAAA, and everyone was happy! woohoos! HAZLYN IS A GOOD:)and so here are the pictures we took at vivian's which was WORSE than mount kinabalu. not only did i have to climb three storeys, it was very STEEP as well. so BOO vivian!












okay. so thats the end of part one of yesterday.then, i rushed home to be in time for some wedding dinner la. and and OMG!! yest wedding was sooo prettaye! NOW, I WANT TO GET MARRIED. ahhhh!! the wedding had this princess-sy theme and everything was based in white and gold. OH MY! how lovely. really wish i was the one getting married. HAWHAW. and the food was just AWESOMESTIC. everything about the wedding was BEST.:)well, many CONGRATS to the lovely couple.:)
may you enjoy your marriage life together and PLEASE PLEASE have kids k? at least 3??WOOHOOS! couldnt take much pictures at the wedding because it was overwhelmingly crowded!
A day gone and reality comes. had OP today.ZOMG! finally its over. whees! after 8 months of lim kim san which nearly killed me, all i have to say is i NEED a BIG BREAK!im definitely going to miss thse times we had doing OP together. but every good thing has to come to an end. and so, this is OUR end and MR LIM KIM SAN"S END! HAHAHAH. im just hoping they dont call us back for another round of presentation, or i swear ill SCREAAAMM! after OP, headed to vivo to have our hearty lunch. tooks some shots and off we left for HOME!! YAY!