HE'S THE PIRATE; IM THE PRINCESS.

back to square ONE

FINALLY. after a long long wait, PROMOS are over. AHHHH!finally some time to relax and enjoy before everything comes crashing down. i shant talk nor think bout what has happened. ill leave e rest of my fate in god's safe hands.:)just hoping for the best.

tom's another day off from school. going to meet manjee and nurul for a girls day out. INITIALLY, it was planned to be the five of us. me, wiwi, lavi, manjee and nurul. but SADLY, wiwi and lavi betrayed us for some dont know wad reason LAAAA. BOO. ULTRA-BETRAYERS la you guys.so anyway, the plan will still be on. meeting at eleven, and from there we shall decide where to head to. HAWHAW.nurul wants to buy skinnies and so do i!so we're going to go have a look at them tom. :)by the way, im going to get my polka boxers from topshop AGAIN tom. i FREAKING lost mine in school during one of my training sessions! GOD! i swear PJ has wierd and SUPER wierd PERVERTS.

he's gone again. for bali this time.darling, come back LA. always leaving me here ALL ALONE!i miss you. and and if you're reading this, told you BALI is a great PLACE!and dont forget to kiss the ground for me. SEND MY REGARDS!

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

6:36 AM

you're back

FINALLY! after a very long long wait, he's back.HAWHAW.YAY!

anynyway, i had a very bad start to my morning. woke up late, missed the bus and had to RUN to school to avoid being late. DAMN crap morning. i dont know why but i felt so agitated by whatever that was happening. oh wells.school was TYPICAL. felt very tired because the night before i only had three hours of sleep! but it was all worth while. it made me happy so i shant complain. :)

real FASTING is gonna start tom! YAYNESS, this means im gonna shed some pounds. and and after promos, RUNNING here i come. cant wait. i MISS PHYSICAL TRAINING! :( by the way, during our 2 hours break, our grouo had to complete last min touch ups to our WR. so here are some pics we took.

xoxo,
hazlyn

8:04 AM

back to school :)

BEFORE the words spill, let some pictures do the talking. AND this is how much ive missed 07s12! i MEAN HOW CAN I NOT MISS THEM?! we're a bunch of crazeeee FUN, JOY and laughter. :)

well actually, there are more pictures to upload. BUT the problem is, i dont know where the pictures have gone to. oh wells. guess we need new photo shots. anyway, its SUNDAY today!! which means, i have schol tom! WOOHOOTS! the only reason why i am MORE than happy to go back to sch is BECAUSE of s12. without them, i wouldnt be surviving this long hectic months in PJ. and without ME, HAWHAW s12 wouldn be so happening LARS! HAHA KIDDING guys. fun, joy,laughter, sadness we share it all. and no matter what happens, you guys will always be a part of me. ALWAYS.i just want them to know that they've been wonderful classmates.CLASSMATES of the century.

im very sure and confident my class is mugging REAL hard for the upcoming promos. PROVING is what we want to do. MUG hard guys!! the failures in which we share, the laughter in which we all have sre qualities which simply bonds us together. teachers' who have looked down on us, hated us, im very sorry if you have to face us again next year. WE TELL YOU WE"LL MAKE IT AND IT"LL HAPPEN.
not forgetting our beloved form tutor, ms kat. you've always been there, guiding us and leadng us to our goals. it is you who have shaped us into the students that you want us to be. without your undying love and support life would be a struggle for all of us.

before i end this post, i have three special words for three of my beloved classmates, who i am pretty sure is facing a great deal of pressure.
ah hua(edward): darling, cheer up alright. what has happened just by pass it. it's good that you're now given a second chance to prove yourself. have faith and confidence. AND always remember that there are 25 of us supporting you all the way. do your best for the upcoming promos, and the school will really have nothing to say. WE LOVE AH-HUA. whoops. i mean edward! :)
Shan: shan shan!i know life's been really hard and tough for you. but i know you are one strong guy who'll take this challenges positively. strive hard and reach your goals. dream big and you'll achieve it. dont care what others think and say of you. its what you think of yourself matters most. :)
Timothy:timmy! its sad to know that you've CHOSE to leave us. you've always been that joker that brings the extra joy to us. im hoping that the decision you've made will not be your regret. i wish you all the best in your future endeavours! :)

and to the rest of 07S12, I SIMPLY LOVE YOU to my oreo bits. (saf,keane,sheila,jess,shawn(g),shawn(b),vivian,aaron,jiahao,yong le,fang yi,derek,cat,cerlyn,kaining,kanesh,chuan yuan,deep, nurul, lavie, wiwi,huda and shaiful) nothing beats the love you guys have given me.
2days left love.

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

7:57 PM

Friday, September 7, 2007
scrumptious :)

MY father just ruined my PERSONAL timetable, which was nicely and prettily scheduled for my revision for chem after math tuition. BUT HUNGRY dad just had to bring us out for dinner which was very yummy and enjoyable. so off we went, and now im back feeling very satisfied from a yummy and scrumptious dinner at marina south. WOW. we had steamboat and it was really good and yummy. the staff was real nice and friendly too. im definitely going back there!

anyway, before we left for dinner, had math tuiton. tuition was tuition. learnt a couple of things here and there. AND i discovered i made so many careless mistakes. HAIS.guess i have to be more careful with my work. stayed home the whole afternoon today. did some studying for chem and im trying real hard to retain the info. chem lecture test on organic chem is coming up. and ive got to pass this test real badly. god, please help me. give me the strength and diligence to persevere this few weeks of hardship.
tom's ging to be another mundane day. tuition in the morning, and back home for more studying. got to prepare myself for the series of math and chem tuition ill have on the sunday.so studying here i come again!

it's been two days. two lonely nights and im drained. i want you back. cause im missing you real bad. no more morning messages. no more lunch messages. no more night calls. ive been suspended from everything. from tennis, to tennis to tennis AGAIN and now suspension from you for a WEEK! those vietnamese people are in for some good luck. HAHS. call me wierd, call me sick. but i dont like vietnam and vietnamese people. at least not for these 6 days. :(
ps: i dint have brownies for dinner. just felt like uploading what i call heavenly sex.i want my COOKIES and CREAM with my fav choc brownie NOW!!i need my indulgence since u're away love.

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

10:58 AM

Thursday, September 6, 2007
baby, it's time.

im currently using one of BC's computers to do my blogging while waiting patiently for class to start. did some studying and was rather irritated with the outcomes. i dint seem to get any of the attempted questions right. FRUSTRATIONS is all i feel.

had school today. 3 hours of math. BOY it was tiring! learnt a new and SUPER difficult topic. AP&GP is KILLING me. so MUCH to do and manipulate. ERGH. guess i'll be doing that for the next few days. i need to get my concepts right before i move on.
tom's lessons would be one of those stressful holiday comebacks. CHEMISTRY and ECONS. better still. i havent completed my chem tutorials. sheesh* i'm really sorry.but im just not in the mood to do anything. today's a really sad day. happy for some but emotional and lonely for me. guess im leading the "BEST LIFE".

darling, i know its not your fault that you have to be away. like you said, you need and deserve this holiday. so dont bother about your emotional and kuku girlfriend and her blog posts. it's barely a day and im missing you already. if not for the trip, you would be accompanying me now before my class. to be by myside and watch me do my work. guess ill heed your wise advice and mug real hard during this period while you're away. some real and satisfying studying can be done. hope i'll accomplish them. i'll pray for your safety back here. love,sunday's a very special day for the both of us. and you're not going to be here spending it with me. :( this day may never be the same. BOO. still can tell me to be happy and smile this morning before you left. HAALAMAKK this boy is one BIG problem.

i dont want to blog already la. im becoming some loser emo kid. just like his brother. HAWHAW. 5 mins left before class starts. i'll do some reading online before going off.

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

3:40 AM

Monday, September 3, 2007
HIM :)

Today was the blast! i had EXTREMES. okay. so where do i begin? we'll start from the part where i had to attend a talk at TPJC.

okay. so i had and was forced by my malay teacher to attend a globalisation talk held at TPJC today. yes TPJC. somewhere FAR FAR FAR away from where i live.somewhere in the ulu EAST. okay, so thats NOT the point. the POINT is, i had to wake up FREAKING early for the talk which at the end of the day, brought totally no sense and was a TOTAL waste of my time. i CANNOT believe i sat through hours and hours listening to all those crap early in the morning. and the best part was i tried studying chemistry while the talk was going on. OH BOY. and so, i reluctantly sat through it and managed to survive. i counted. 5 HOURS of crap. and i did it! woohoots! suppose to end by 12. but that stupid guy took eons to answer just 12 questions! so in the end, i was only released at 1.30. BOO.

once released, i rushed and made my way to the interchange. got to do some transactions before i could reach stupid tanah merah interchange. HAALAMAKK. the east is really one ulu ulu place la. and and, it WAS RAINING heavily. waited about 35 mins for 14 and FINALLY it came. then then the happy part comes. :) met him. :)YAY! "collected" somethings then met his brother who was ATROCIOUSLY hot! HAWHAW. darling im sorry i said that. but he's really hot. undeniable. and so hot kevin was nice and he drove us to NLB since it was raining heavily. got to the library, and found a seat. settled down and there was enough time for some studying,and talk. BUT i DID study study. ARENES was what i studied. :)

i had so much fun talking to HIM. :) it was more than awesomestic. darling, THANK YOU. i felt that short little chat made me realize and straighten things out. it made me realize how i'd want him to always be a part of me. :) plus plus, i got to know him a little little bit better. i dont know how, but amazing hazlyn just did it!
730. left the library. decided to go home. besides, kevin and charles(both HIS brothers) cooked dinner. so he had to be home soon enough to enjoy a family meal. like WADEVER darling. u had my favourites. CHICKEN and POTATO! BOO. wait, speaking of potato, i SWEAR i had the WORSE potato sandwhich today! i will NEVER NEVER buy that stupid and unsatisfying sandwhich ever again.

left HIM:) and took the train back home. what a lonely ride. im really thankful for this day. it made me realize and notice what was unnoticeable. i'm glad i was able to meet him before he flies for vietnam. Darling, as much as i really dont want u to go i just want to say have loads of fun there ya? take care of urself. dont eat by the foodstalls yea? its DANGEROUS.besides im sure ure culinary skills are wayyy better. have fun with all the tailoring. AND one LAST REMINDER. DO MISS ME!!!! im left here in singapore all alone for i bloody week! sigh*

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars .
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms ,
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

6:21 AM

Saturday, September 1, 2007
PHOTO GALORE

okay darlings! here are the photos i promised i'll upload. HAHA. looks like mother tongue class has been nurul, wiwi and my camwhorring sessions. lame they maybe, BUT we certainly had fun!
xoxo,
hazlyn :)

5:41 AM

HAIR-ieeee

HAHA. okay okay. ive read nurul's and manjee's version of yest's fun and here COMES mine. HAWHAW. yest teachers' day celebration was seriously fun. the concert was awesomestic. LOVED the PROJECT RUNWAY idea saspuri had. if only puri puri model-ed. anyway, after the school celebration, nurul, manjee and me headed to have some fun of our own.

before the whole fun thing happened, i scaffed off to meet mum for awhile. said she missed having lunch with me. SO to BUY me in, she said we'll go look for my DKNY watch as well as my new phone. SADLY, the indecisive me could NOT come to a final decision. BOOS. alright. lunch with mum was good. went to this place near her office called FIGS. yes FIGS. NOT figs& olive., though we initially wanted to go there. so went to FIGS instead. food was great and so as the service. AHHHH. too bad im using the lousy shit ass spare phone now. if not i would have take some pics.

after lunching with mum, met nurul and manjee at bugis. Then we got stopped by some toni& guy person, WHO kindly offered to give us a FREE haircut , wash and blow if we were willing to be their student's model. yes yes. was SERIOUSLY excited. but at the same time, we were so worried he'll RAPE us cause the shop was in some secluded area. anyway, managed to arrive there safely. :) nurul and manjee finished their haircut like wayyy earlier compared to me. i HAD to wait for 3 and a half hours before my cut was officially done. BOY im telling you, it was tiring. so both manjee and nurul came down with a new hairstyle. MANJEEE looked absolutely cute with tt new haircut. i seriously dont know why she was soo depressed and upset bout it. manjee darling, u look FINE. :) just pin it up. and nurul's hair looked like my previuos hairstyle. mine still looks the same. just that it's a lil shorter. THANK YOU THARA darling, for the wonderful cut. you're one strong spirited hairstylist, and u'll make it BIG! love ya!i'll come by again to get my haircut done yea?

so after that wholesome cut and fun at toni and guy, we headed to nlb. sat at HANS to eat and study. ZOOOMGG!! nurul and manjee love, i seriously had soo much fun with you guys at HANS. so we talked and laughed and had fun. kept singing running away while doing stupid demoralizing math. oh wells. headed home at 9.30. AND i seriously swear we were drunk on math while on the train! god-knows wad happened.

we dint talk last night. just one night KILLED me.

And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

4:45 AM