i have read what u had to say and all the words im left with is a true and sincere apology. i know i may not be the best person to give you the happiness that you've all along wanted. not now. maybe not in the future. but i will try my very best to do all that i can to change the fate in which we may share. i want to be that person to catch you when you fall, to climb the mountains with you and to pass my days with you. and because of that, i am more than willing to give up that dream to save what we share. like you said, having kids is a bonus and so i'll live by that. you know ive got the stength and will put every single bit of it to do what i can. cause i sure know that letting you go is not an easy task.

Darling, seeing you happy is all that i will ask for.but if i cant give you full happiness, im more than willing to let you go. dont you bother what would happen to us or either me. cause im pretty sure everything will turn out fine at the end of the day. i really want you to know that im not forcing you to share this opinion that i have, cause i know that having kids is what you've always dreamed of. and since i love you, i dont want to be that girl to shatter it all away. you being happy is what matters most. i know you're really upset with the decision in which we've actually come to. its not spoken, but darling, actions definitely speak louder than words. deep down inside, ure just turning that uncomfortable feeling away. whatever happens, happens dear. but i dont want you to come to regret in the future. REGRET is what i fear. not on my part, cause i told you im more than willing to give it up. its more of what you'll feel. that something special missing in your life.

i don't want to be your regret.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)